Music regrets

If there's something that I really do regret in my life, is my bad attitude in playing music! I mean, have you ever been to a concert?! Have you ever thought about the feeling that a musician has on a stage?! Well that's the kind of feeling that I regret!

I've never played an instrument, I tried to play guitar... but I immediately realised that it was not my way!

I really get envious when I listen to my brother playing... Men it's amazing! He's not the best in the World but he is talented! It's true to think about talents...

Anyway I hope one day to have this kind of feeling! I am not talking about being a rock star, this is not in my plans ( neither in God's ones... ), but it should be fantastic performing in front of million people. All screaming your name, all spreading their love for you! Well well... Maybe it's better wake up and try to live my own life in the real World... ;) But fortunatelly I can deam!

*dreaming, I can only dreaming, if another place and time, where my family's from, singing, I can hear them singing, when the rain had washed away all these scattered dreams...* green day/ before the lobotomy.

Ari